the past

2012-01-02T10:07:00.002+08:00

its the 2nd day of a new year, 2012!!!
time to do some resolutions!
hmmmmmm, my resolution of this year is ;

1) stop procrastinating!
2) practise, practise and practise!
3) no more drama in my life!
4) able to save and spend my $$ wisely!
5) pactise what ive preach!
6) be more healthier!
7) speak out more!
8) treausre what i have instead of harping on what i dont have!
9) do my work responsibly!
10) spend more time with family!

hmmmmmmm~ i really should list down these 10 resolutions somewhere within my sight so as i can have a look at it! the 2nd day of new year and i have already procrastinate! i should call the hairdresser ytd to make an appoinment but i procrastinate till today and she never on her phone today!! sad sial!
my white roots are all comming out and i desperately needa dye and have a trim!!! =,=
since she never pick up her phone, i shall then concentrate on the stupid and irritating wisp!
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2011-12-23T09:10:00.002+08:00

i know im kind of late but holiday is here!!!!!!
however, this holiday has a short span of only two weeks!
and almost half of the holidays is gone!
was having camp from monday to wednesday!
and i must say, i enjoyed this camp although i find it boring!
hmmmmm, maybe pictures are taken and i find the i improve a lil as i self practise?
okay, enough of it! my ciggeratte paper went missing! its like wts!
i place it on the table together with a bag, and the next day i was looking for it as i'm clean my flute then i could not find it anymore!
ive been working these few days! i hardly can breathe!its like, i need to finish it by this sat or else im so gonna die next week as im only comming back on thursday!
and by the amount the pink copies that are comming, i am sure that im so gonna drown in them, because its like the peak period of the year! ><><
not forgetting, i still have gift exchange with my coursemates and two assignment due!! awww~ how rush can it be?
being a year three, i find that i hardly have the time to breathe~
maybe its due to the attachment i went the orevious semester, or maybe there's too many ongoing things at the same time?
and and ive regretted taking AOW for I.S as it seems to take up much of the time, having to write a report everyweek from next term onwards!!!
hmmmmm~
hope that i rememebr to breathe by the time!
my cash is running lowww~~ needa work and work and work or i cant survive!

gambatte!!~~~

2011-12-13T19:44:00.002+08:00

yea, i know i should be studying for my test tomorrow but i cant help it by distracting myself! my brain juices are depleting at a fast rate! exams is really bad for me..i'll just keep binge-ing and binge-ing!! it just surprise me at the amount of food i ate..think that must be the comfort food they said! cant really help it though..the day after tomorrow is esd and im half dead! cause ive only completed the part on plastics, haven even touch on dfma!! why just they put the esd paper on fri?!!! cause the day and timing of the exam is just soo perfect for esd!!! im really dying..hope that i wont fail alot of test this sem~~ but im sure that im gonna fail icont!! fml seriously!! i actuallu gotten the correct answer yet i change during the last 10 mins of the test! then i realise im wrong i wanna change back to my original answer and the time is up!! god damn it!!!

2011-12-04T23:41:00.002+08:00

okay, i'm back to blogging!!!
currently i'm exhausted to the extent i dont wanna touch any of the study materials, thus i gave myself a break by blogging here!!
Maybe i'm just wanting to find a place where i can express myself and improve my english at the same time!
It's gonna be end of the year soon!!!!
currently i feel so old to be in school!! gosh~~ and i'm currently drowing in heaps of deadlines and assignments!!
super tiring~

how i wish i would have more time~
then i will be able to cope with band, studies,clique and work at the same time!!
im struggling with all of it and i will definitely breakdown any moment!
three days out of five days i have band..left with only two-three days to work and for clique..it seriously tires me out~ not forgetting studying after work is real killer!
in a month time, the concert will be over..
i will definitely missed it but for the sake of my own allowance, i will stop playing after concert ~
i am really broke!!! imagine paying for all my bills and bus concession, im only left with 150 a month, and sometimes less than 120!! how to survive?!! i can definitely survive in the past but its like mission impossible for the current me!!
the feeling of having less than 20 bucks in the account and the payday is like one week away!! =,=

i have a phobia of december! cause it always makes me very busy with all the customers sending in bulks of data entry in december dated maybe like last year and imagine my job is to clear all that?!!!!
and im like going to genting on 25th for 4 day 3 night stay??????!!!!
im so sure that my absence is going to have a huge impact of the bulks of pink copies! im sure that when im back, i will be facing mountains of pink copies!

2011-02-23T21:58:00.003+08:00

seriously, its like so damn fugly disgusting! Thank god that i will be leaving the fuck place soon!
Follow everything given by ur INSTRUCTION, yet when things screw up you so called put the blame
onto me? Hurhur, super irritating ya know! I really hate it! Damn..i feel like throwing that big
stack of paper onto ur fugly face!! Mwhahahahas!

2011-02-23T00:10:00.002+08:00

真是的！！有些人真的然我觉得厌倦，想吐。。但想一想，我又何尝不像他们呢？我只能说的是，我应该包容他们。。正在努力的压抑自己对他们的看法。。到此！！

2011-02-09T11:34:00.002+08:00

awwwww~
got 3 warning letters altogether!
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1 from AM tut,
the other from AM prac,
and that last one from EM3B tut.!
all like gff nia~
hmmmmm, sld get one letter from Am lectureZ!
hahahas! make it a combo~

2011-01-02T02:19:00.002+08:00

okay okay..needa blog now as new year = new post!!
Sooooo, as to kick start this year, i needa doooo some new year resolution..
If i remember correctly, this will be my first time doing this?
Hahahahaahas!
Soooo, here we go ;

1. Not to speak any vulgur anymore, needa be gentle!
*i remember i stop, lessen my vulgar when i was in sec 3 or 4..but now, i
it just comes out smoothly..*

2. I must fulfil what ive said, preached.
*i tends to say things when im in the situation, promise things without
planning or thinking of the outcome, resulting in me breaking promises,
or not fulfiling things of what ive said*

3. Be more responsible.
*i realise that i always took things for granted, and always shirk my reponsibilties aside,
play first before work. But it does cost me alot, and i dont wanna lose anything.*

4. Reply to messages and calls.
*friends sld know that i have the tendency to not reply any of ya msg the whole day and
returning any calls till hours later. Im not a hp person, as in those 24/7 with their phone,
unless im going out with someone rhen i will keep on checking on phone, so as to make sure
they dont dua me or such. And in some days, i actually forgotten to reply and when i remember,
days had passed*.

5. Set my mind to be get my healthy look
*many of ya all will go like, "aiyah, it wont come true de lah, i also wont do it" maybe ive not
set my mind to it? Or maybe i just cant control my rhinkings and emotion? Its like the more i
wanna work towards my looks, the more i eat.. Its lije becomming a habit of mine to binge
eating. Sometimes i gets so sick of that food, but i continue eating, not knowing why.maybe needa
go see a doctor*

6. Be selfless to others, not only to clique.
*i must admit im a selfish person, except to clique*

7. Love myself more.
*knwing whats good for me and whats not, shall treat myself better and never goes against my
own wish*

8. STOP BEING LAZY!
*i failed in lotsa things cause of one word - lazy. It dedinitely kills.*

9. Express myself more
*im not good in expressing myself. Its like i just cant find the words to desribe what i meant.
its kind of fusrating ya know? I feel inferior as my english is bad compared to others, and i dont
seems to be using it. Maybe cause of the fear of speaking english, i might as well dont speak
english. I find that maybe i just needa take one step to speak english confidently.. And when people
dont get me being angry is the way out for me. I really wanna changed that. I wanna solve problems
by relaxing and expressing myself instead of tongue lashing at innocent parties. And i realise one tthing,
i only gets angry with close friends when they dont get what i mean, whats my intention, cause
i thought that since we are so close, you sld understand me better! Hahahahas! Indeed a weird me!!*

10. Treasure those around me
*life is short, better treasure those that are around me before losing them.*.

that should be all for my new year resolution!! Ive done mine, what bout yours? >,^

2010-11-01T23:34:00.002+08:00

gosh!!! Im blogging with my new pphone!!! Cool shit sia..i wanna practise l4d!! Its addictive!!
Hahahahas!!! I wonder how to make the webpage on my new loves screen !!!!!

2010-10-14T23:41:00.002+08:00

My timetable really sucks to the core.. seriously..worse time table among my 4 semester.. pray hard that I will beanie to do well in this fugly semester..goanna have class BBQ and I'm really excited about it,as it's like the first class outing we will be having.. Am sososososo excited.. school's going to start and frankly speaking,I'm not too excited about it..maybe it's due to the sucky time table I'm having.. Imahine ending at 5pm everyday except for friday,which it's at 6.. How pathetic issit ? and I think I'm finally seeing something that I've not expected. I must say that till this min, it's still kind threatens me.. wonder how am I not able to realize that it's the truth,it's the reality.. maybe time will do the job.. but but how long I'm goanna give myself? this question sets me thinking
brut

2010-10-09T23:36:00.002+08:00

hmmmmm~~
i feel soo anxious lo~~
everyday log in to lappy~
first thing i do is go mel check which module im enrolled into~
but sadly~
they haven change the modules yet~
sianz sia~~
time table also like kanasai like that~
its not even up yet lo~~
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its like..
one month seems to pass very fast eh~~
and school its starting in like two weeks?
sianz sia~~

i remembered talking to sisi weeks ago~
and we come to a conclusion: we hate people to make assumptions.
but i was thinking..
hmmmmmmmmmm~
though i dislike people make assumptions of me, situation cause most of the time they got it wrong..but i do make assumptions myself. issit because im trying to be s smart alec to think of im rite, or i just think they i know them too well?
hmmmmmmmmm~

mangafox seems to have server problem..
they dont allow me to finish my comic~~
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to think that i can stay up till 4-5 am int he morning to chiong finish them~
how i wish i could have the same kind of determination and perserverance for my studies and everything..
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MARINA BARRAGE TOMORROW AND IM SUPER EXCITED!!MWHAHAHAS!

2010-10-05T23:24:00.003+08:00

yoz!
im back~~
hehees!
awwwww~
it been the 5th day?
but there's still not much progress.
am quite dissapointed ya know?
=(((
hmmmmmm~
mum's away for the holiday and the household chores just fall upon me as im the only one at home in the morning..
=.=
jialat~
soo sorry jueying and pj for tml~
chose IS today~~
got japanese and buisness etiquette~
okay lah~
quite happy to get both..
BUT..
its all in the afternoon, 1pm to 5 pm slots.
ma de..
my tuesday gone like this..
feeling damn irritated..
which means to say, time for work lessen~
i want my tuesday back!
last sem i will go to work after tuesday class, cause that is the only day where i can work for the full 6 hrs..
now its gone..
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damn damn~~think i needa find a balanced point between band, work and studies and lastly my friends.
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taking bus at 5 pm is an ass.

2010-10-02T00:26:00.002+08:00

yes~
another post from me!!
=DDD
it seems so weird that im suddenly blogging consistently~
=DDD
ohmy~
i pass all my subjects!!
and now~~
imma happy girl!!
dint expect to pass my econs and get a B for CAD..
cause aint too confident in those~~
hahaas!!
from today, i will start..
hope that everything goes well, so as my determination!!
i wanna train and take part in the marathon~~
=DDDD
at least it makes me feels accomplished!!
yea~
that the feeeeling~~

right now, i need more money. how often i wish money will just drop from the sky or fly into my hse~~
=DD
i need money to revamp my hse kitchen abd bathroom~
the bathroom is in a super cui state,
the flush also got problem arh~
=DDD
hmmm~~
i wanna to chip in for the revamp~~
and my 2nd sister ask what to paint for our room colour.
=.= is the face i gave her.
hah!
cause even though its a good excercise, i think im lazy to do it.
somemore mty room has lotsa things, it willl take quite a while for us to move the things outta room.
=.=
and my whole hse will definnitely become a battlefield.

today ate at sushi tei and after which, we head dwn to jueying's hse.
have fun playing badminton and suprisingly, my hand wasnt as ache as i playeed the previous time. its fun ya know??
ahhaas!!
love it very muchie~~

and so,
the bbq for class t2n2 is set on 19th of oct.
dont know if anyone will turn up ..
and now i worry on how are we going to settle the food?
TSKTSK.
irritating~~

2010-09-28T01:07:00.002+08:00

hmmmm~~
yea..
yet again a mundane entry with the same starting line..
insomnia..
i think i can be named a chiongster!
haahas!
cause i literally chiong finish all my work..
i dont know why i chiong, but chiong-ing gives me a sense of satisfactory~
espicially when i finishes my work before the end of the day..
ahhas~

regarding my previous post, ive complained to wesley once long long time ago(i really mean long long time ago, like im in year 1?) and all he tell me is let it go.
he says that of cause he will feel angry or dissapointed but what can he do?
he can do nuts bout it except to let it go and forget it..
im able to forget it as my memory is failing but sometimes some things just triggers that part of the memory..
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my library books are dueing but ive yet to finish it all..
=((
random thoughts im having now is to embrace each one in clique and tells them that i love them!!!
hahaas!!
sound a good idea isnt it?
actually thought of embracing + kiss them but i think its just too much for me to accept~
hhahhahaas!
cause, ive to cherish them before i dont get a chance to tell them that i love them~
ehehes!

2010-09-27T01:33:00.002+08:00

been having insomnia for this whole week..
think its got to do with getting back my result on friday..
and whenever i think of things,
its just happens to be midnight..
i rememeber someine saying something like "lots of things happens in the midnight, like when your brain can think better at night etc"
wonders how am i goanna survive for work and band tml?

its just plain awful, when you know that something or should i say an event is happening, yet you arent invited to join in or should i say inform.
i personally feel that its like as if im transparant, like im not important and all these makes me feel outcasted.
i realised i have a habit of always rejecting people. they may ask me out for the first time , second time and the thrid time, but by the fourth time, im out of the game.
i also understands that being rejected three times in a row, you wont ask this person out again.
however, do you know that when you ask, i might really wanna go out and chill and such as i know that, while, at least i still hold some place in yours heart and i cannot keep on letting you down.
the outing may not be those that i really adore, for example going to eat or just get chilling at home. but, when i realised that "hey, i think i need to rekindle the friendship as they are impt to me", i will just go along. its the process and quality time spents that counts isnt it?
unlike minority people, i wont go ahead and ask " are you all having steamboat/baking? can i join you guys?"
i definitely wont do it, as my skin isnt so thicked.
but the worse thing is when im not even inform of it, till the event hass passed.
and the reason they give was " i thought you would not wanna join" or the worst case scenario- they dont even bother to ask or give an excuse.
this action makes me feel that,woah..im not impt..no one cares about a shit of what happens to me..and this will cause me to feel outcasted, which in terms build up a even stronger barrier between anyone and me..
i mean, if it happens to any tom,dick or harry, wont ya be as mad/dissapointed as me?
human definitely needs attention isnt it, espicially from the ones they care.
this will give them a sense of belonging.

darn...working in 7 hours time..=/

2010-09-26T02:50:00.003+08:00

Argh~ just could not get to sleep.. Seems that lotsa things are on my mind right now but I could not make up of whTever shit I'm thinking about.. I think I always seems random.. I've the urge to find someone and do the things we use to do but I just could not do it.. Maybe it's been awhile and people might think that I'm so random or sudden etc ... work is getting on my nerves nowadays,building up the fear and unwillingness to go to work.. i wanna to put time to a better use than to work.. going out with clique is the top priority in my non-working day list.. Followed by practicing my flute~ need practise on all those high high notes.. but it just won't happen isnt it? I think I question myself too much question that there will always be two outcomes, whether it's goannas be this or that.. but I've never though of the other alternatives.. one more week to me getting my results.. Hope that I pass everything, even though econs is a goner.. I must say that I'm missing siti quraishah and Tay liwen with their forever craps and insulting words~. should we go on with t2n2 BBQ? I cant make up my mind for it.. I'm just afraid that no one gonna
turns up that's all...

2010-09-19T19:54:00.002+08:00

eeeew~
yesterday is such an uneventful day..
dint get the chance to go flute outing as its the time of the month, and its overflowing plus a little of cramps.
yuck.
hate it.
and thus i spend the whole day rotting at home.
going bonkers soon, needa find something to distract myself, or should i say, i needa someone to talk to. craps, jokes, whatever, as im rotting at home, and i mean it.
i feel like im some useless person, and it makes me starts to hate myself.found a new past time, which is reading, but that dint keep my focus/concentration for long.
then i starts to watch criminal minds, starting from season 1. currently am at season 2, but i must say that makes me bored too after some time.
pps is strating to get on my nerves.
i think that im coop up at my hse for too long that im just emotionally unstable.
-.-

2010-09-13T22:17:00.002+08:00

woah....
i remember..
i saw this super guilan girl....
and i give her my deadly stare,
and her head hung low...
it happens like this...
i was on thr train, holiding the train that hoop arh, then my innocent bad for dont know what reason just stay on this person. how to explain it arh..
okok..
imagine my bag got hand and purposely stick to her..
get the picture?
yeah..
den this gal struggled.
i feel it and i made the "tsk" sound, and the girl heard me.
dint expect it to be so loud actually.
den for the rest of the journey, i stand very close,and i mean very close to those sitting dwn just to give that girl and her couple space(so that my bag wont touch them).
imagine im holding on to the hoop with my hand and my body is way to the front to those sitting down. my hand is kinda ache like that.
then when the train is moving from clementi to jurong east there will be some turbulance.
this time round, is she ownself cannt balance and brush her hands against my bag. and when the train stop, i heard the boyfriend say, "aiya, its always like that in train de lah".
this makes me furious, its like wtf lo.
i give u sooo much space arh, u still want say me. you ownself dont want to grap onto any of the handgrip above you,u blame me lah. then ur useless boyfriend bo balance also say me lah. this shows that handgrip is more stable than boyfriend.
woah,then i saw a seat right in front of me and i seated down. then as this girl saw me seated dwn, she turn to look at me. me, sensing her looking at me, stare right back at her. kaoz. the feeling damn shiok arh, her head hang low immediately, like truly afraid of me and dare not look at me anymore. think she's afraid that i might beat her up bah, thats y she dont dare to look at me anymore, or maybe, she's afraid of my gaze and seeing her reaction and facial expression, i know that she know im staring at her throughout.

one word - shiok arh!

but the bad thing about giving people stare is, my eyebrow continue to frown and its hard to recompse my face. maybe i needa do some practise on it, chaging from a super angry face to a peaceful face. my eyebrow will never be able to make it.
=.=

2010-09-13T00:53:00.003+08:00

even though i tried hard, i just could not balance things. be it in work, my timetable and everything. or maybe, its just the mind set i have, thinking that "ohwell, everything will be balanced out in the end and everything will be fine". its's just my wishful thinking.

a scene from moonlight resonance, where the big brother broke up with her girlfriend as she keeps on picking on his sister in the dark. the only thing i can say is i salute this guy, though he is a fiction chacracter. How many people are ready to sacrifice their partners for their friends or family? Well, alot people will actually say yes but what if its for real? how many people are willing sacrifice? well, i bet there's less than a dozen. even for me, i cant answer that question.

i believe everything happens for a reason. as the sayings go, "it does not take one hand to clap.* and to think that both of you are actually alike in a way and i do see the similarity. LOL.

i cant lose any of you. you two grows up with me and are there for me in my teenage years, and you two will and shall watch me get married and grow old. i do not want any of these bonds to be broken. thus. i chose the easier way out; let the naive one be the innocent one and continue to be as naive as ever as i know the other party will suffer alot in silence.

when things get overboard, what can i do? i think i will just lose control and starts shouting and swearing at the other party partner. but thinking it again, am i really able to do it? im afraid that these will let to two options with the other party, either happily ever with his partner, or friends forever with us. Both options will make him crazy, and i cant think further than that.

i think i will sacrfice my partner, but who knows what will i choose when the time come? =(

2010-07-03T12:40:00.001+08:00

"JIAHUI!
YOU MUST HANG ON, STAY IN THERE ...
NO MATTER HOW HARD IS IT, YOU GOANNA PULL THRU AS THE RAINBOW IS GOING TO COME OUT AFTER THIS RAIN!"

2010-06-26T11:45:00.003+08:00

current!

sec 2!

realise ive change alot!!!

O.O

and my dark circles worsen~

sec 2 only got eye bag, now is eye bag + dark circle(scary)

=.=

sianzx to the max sia !

hahaas!!
yesterday went to celebrate chong ling's birthday!!

went to eat before going pooling!!

aftermath went to west coast plazza to get ice-cream to sub as cake..

its nice!!

haahhaaas!!

give her a surprise at her hse!!

the funny thing is that we went inside a wrong lift and since we haven been to her house for years we actually forgot which floor she lives at!

ahhhahas!!

then we press 7, slowly go up the floor~

then one person will go out and peep,seeing issit her house!!

ahahaahahhas!!!

funny too the max!!

=DDDDD

yesterday slept late,resulting not being able to work today...

sianz...

that means next week = mon + tues + wed (work)

=.=

tiring sia!!

shall try and complete ED by today!

2010-06-18T13:26:00.002+08:00

wondering if i should go work..
=.=
but looking at the time now, i think its a bit too late considering the fact that i haven bathe..
thus..am not going work!!
shall go find clique at marina barrage!!
hmmmmmm...
maybe i will go regularly to work next week!
wondering whats wrong with me this few days..
i cant seem to wake up despite my alarm went off~
normally i will shoot up staight away when my alarm goes off~
=.=
think because ive been sleeping late..
=.=

if i wokr up earlier today i will go to work for sure..
=.=
hope that my boss will not sack me due to low attendance i began to like my job despite the superiors are sometimes very irritating to the extent i wish i can just walk off~~

Stupid FM tutorial sends me warning letter..
its like what the fuck!
i remember the first week of school the teacher released us early cause he hasnt really started teaching and did not mark our attendance!

i still love flute! went to band on tuesday and i must say i kinda like it..it seems to boost abit of my confidence but still abit scary since there's only me and weiyi representing the flautist!
hahaahahahas!

2010-06-14T12:03:00.002+08:00

hhees!
back again!!
dint have much time to blog as im always out!
hahahhas!
thur went to k with wen,alex and their friend colin after the stupid SOM paper.
total shiokness!!
hahahhas!
friday went to work and meet up with flautist at suntec!!
its fun with mitchell,sihui,belinda,elisse,jian shen and lizhi and not to forget gary and ben toh.
hahahhahaas!
head home quite late ,later than 12am..
=/
and i aim not to go home after 12am!
cause im afraid of those supernatuaral things,though ive no experience and i do not want any experience of it..
saturday went to work and had marche for dinner..
tsktsk..
fats wants to be with me in every ways...
=.=
sunday is fun!!
went sitex show with jian ee,meijun,jeremiah and pj..
we went to visit jueying,qiu yi and my brother..
meijun and jeremiah each bought a samsung camera~
my eyes is green with envy!!!
its damn cool!!
pictures are taken but dont know if they will upload them!
hahaas!
after that head home intending to cook for my father but who knows that he already heat up the food and had already eaten..
=.=
then after awhile head out again,
this time with jian ee and ee wei...
head to bugis!
hahaahas!!
it's fun lah~~
=DDDDDD
since my mum went to taiwan,
i went out everyday sia~~
maybe thats the advantage of bus concession!
hahahhhhaas!
no pics to upload..=((((

2010-06-09T19:52:00.003+08:00

back again!
mwhahhaahahahs!
done with my FM..
and tomorrow is SOM, which is the last paper..
till now..
i still dont understand chapter 3..
pathetic isnt it?
tsktsk!
finally meeting up with clique on friday with the absence of jueying =(~
thought that this friday will be another lonely + no fun filled day..
i realise that whenever im stress,i will sugffer from indigestion..
yet my mouth just cant stop eating..
i need to eat in order to concentrate..
that is a bad bad habit..
=((
today,i find myself maturing..
mwhahhahhaas!!
cause i went to jp alone to get things for my mum and i dont feel weird alone!!
usually i will feel weird or paiseh cause im alone..
and when people stare at me my heart will goes like"this person probably thinks im a freak or loner"..
and yes im happy that i dont have this kinda feelings!
mature much?
i think so..
hahhahas!!..
soon...i think i will go shopping alone of thers a need for me to do it!
hahhaas!
and actually buying things alone can be quite of fun and i enjoyed it currently..
not too much of doing things alone~
=DDDDD

jiahui is a happy happy girl with indigestion currently!
=DDDD

2010-06-08T17:09:00.002+08:00

why do we keep giving excuses?
sometimes we took people for granted~
as that someone understand you,
you took advantage of her/him..
at first you have a outing with a group of friends but you realised you have forgotten something important and you told the organiser,
the person claims that she/he understand and ask u to go ahead..
soon~
you will use the "something important" as an excuse which you use everytime you are invited to an outing..
isnt that making use of people's kindness?
and when that someone stop informing of their outings and such,
you in turn blame him/her..
sooooooooo~
whose fault issit?
for me,
i think is the person who keeps giving excuses..

currently,many things are running through my mind..
none of it got to do with my studies...
all of it is on the mistakes i did and how i treat people..
hmmmmm..
many will says not to dwell in the past but the past is what make up of you now..

there is many regret we have throughout the journey in life..
but its the regret that makes us cherish the present more..
for an example..
a student failed badly in the test..
this student regret bout it and all he says is..
"im sure im goanna score if i study"..
but whats done is already done..
there's no if in life..
all this student can do now is to study harder and ealier for the next upcomming exams as there's no way you can turn back time..

2010-06-07T12:28:00.002+08:00

awwwww~~
I CANT SLEEP!!
AND IM FEELING BLOODY SLEEPY NOW!!
ROAR!
dint went to work as i thought that i sld only work after my comman test.
hmmmmm~
well,ed is expected~
hope that i can pass,*hopes*

hmmmmm~~
i find human minds intersting,dont you think so?
it's like soo queer..
i admit that i dont even know what im thinking or doing at times..
it just caught my interest~
i demanding,i admit..
sometimes i very kpo,
cause i wanna to know what the person is thinking and when i ask them,
they giv me a very irritated face which confused me more~
=.=
bleax,dont know what im typing about concurrently~
i wanna sleep!!

i really wanna goo vietnam!!!
i will convinced my parents de!!!
mwhahahahhahhas!

2010-05-30T09:27:00.003+08:00

Hahaas!!
Its sooo funny to know that ive forgotten to re-open my blog and i thought that its open all these while!hahahahs!
A review of what i've done over these few days~
haven been doing much on thursday~
and in the end i did not turn up for econs tut class!
after which i went to my brother's school to have a look work after that!
friday is vesak day thus i went to somewhere and pray~
reach home and receieve a sms from char~
sooo i stay home the whole day after that~
and strange enough i have a fever and i starts to cough badly~
at that moment im afraid that my brain will get burnt or something as my head is in pain since i came home,yet i realise that i have fever at night~
ate panadol and went to sleep~
the next day my fever hasnt subside,instead it becomes higher and my cough worsen~
head to the doctor and he presribe some medicine for me,one of whoch cause drowsiness!
thus the whole of sat im sleeping!
dont went to work!!
and im worrying,afraid that the pink copies cannt be completed on monday as i never go on saturday!!

ohya~
currently finish the drama name you're beautiful/you're handsome!!
its really nice and only have 16 epidsodes!!
its a must watch!!
At first the male lead looks very ugly cause of his hair,but when he style his hair or tie his hair without any hair falling on his face,he looks dashing!!
the smirk and smile he has is cool!!
mwahahhahahahhas!
=DDDD

2010-05-26T22:22:00.002+08:00

i want toooo protest!!!
i wanna goo home at 11am..
stupid idioctic shit cher!
roar~~
finally done with pro-e's quiz....
finally can take a breather~~
next week is also gone gone case~~
sianz~~
hopr can finish everything by this week!!
MWHAHHAHAAS!

2010-05-25T18:44:00.002+08:00

hmmmmmmm~~
back back back!!
did pro-e practise yesterday..
its killing me!!
sooooo i decide to stop and continue today!
hahhahas!!
stupid quiz~
every week also got quiz~
nothing much happens today~
except that its events management day and finally i had something to do as a treasurer~
it makes me moody to think of finish the printing of the cards by next week!!
but i bet the other memebers had more work to do compare to me,so i shall just shhhhhhhhh~

i nearly doze off during my work just now~~
and got myslef a papercut on my finger~
this shows how sleepy i am~~
but its weird that after 3 or 4 pm,
i will become alert automatically!
hahahhhahas!!
maybe ive pass the "sleepy time"
got to go~
take care people~~

2010-05-24T21:56:00.002+08:00

tomorrow is the stupid I&E again..
*&%$#$$&*
that's total rubbish~
imagine almost half of the class dont know whats going on,
how great is that?
plans are changing every time..
well,
i just cant adapt to it..
to think that next time i might be in this kind of working enviroment..

temper hasnt been really good these days~
i realise that i lose my temper more easily when im confused..
think i will just have to learn to control control and CONTROL.

last friday was soo f**** up by ED that i keep scolding "like cb like that"..
q says the same thing...
afterwhich,
i broke into laughter!
hahahas!
i was thinking..
hmmmmmm,
y must it be cb?
y cant be other things?
and we cant stop laughing!
hahahhas!

this week goanna be a hectic week with exams nearing and end of the month nearing..
end of month nearing = go work more frequently

2010-05-23T18:51:00.002+08:00

O.O
in the past 24 hrs,
i encouter triples number for three time!!
triple number in my dictionary refers to an example 111,222 etc.
woah~~
yesterday i saw 11:11, 1:11 and 4:44..
scary or what ?
hehehes!!
hmmmm~~
will try to restrict my lah, leh, lo in my dictionary..
as i realise it has become part of me,which i dislikes.
hahahahahhas!
school tomorrow = monday blues!
hahahaahahhahahs!

2010-05-22T23:10:00.001+08:00

ive REOPEN my blog!!
*claps*
hahahaas!
its like finally..
=.=
will edit the template soon~~
soon!!
hahahaas!

2010-04-10T11:38:00.002+08:00

this blog is kinda dead ever since i locked it..
reason for locking is that ive change the template and its messed up~
furthermore i have lost all my links!
irritating!
jialat also!
><><
sianz sia!
i love tsmb!
mwhahahhahahas!

2010-03-04T16:38:00.002+08:00

start the post off with~~
nabei~stop acting close lah~

will be going malaysia in 4 hrs time~~
haven bathe yet~
sianz~
should have go to work just now~~
at least can earn some money~
amm soo excited~~
yesr=terday went to have movie with the usual~~
and surprise jeremiah with the cake~~
=DDDDDD
the movie is not up to expectation~~
i wanna watch the 72 tenants something~~
anyone wanna watch??
actually the movie we goanna watch is dear jon but most of them disagree to it~
><><

to my dear hair:
im wondering y aren't u growing any longer?
im sick and tired that it keep stuck at the same stage since when i was in sec 4??
its irritating i tell you!!
i wan it to grow long long long long~~
till my out of shape waist~~
nehneh~~
everytime i trim,
then it goes back to the original length and stop there~~
irritating sia!!!
i command u to grow!!!
hmmmm~
maybe i sld go learn some dark arts from the toilet demon~
*laughs*

from your irritated owner=D

i think im getting cranky~~
haiyo~~
i scared i later vomit on bus sia~~
cause i will get bus sick de~~
im sucha weakling~
i wanna have endless fun before school starts~~
results out on mar 19th~
looking forward to it~~
i prayed that i pass everything~~
even for mechanics~~
i want a pass pass pass~
i hope for a pass~
thus i shall not be dissapointed when the results out~
i think i will cry like mad if i fail mechanics
den the next day everything will be back to normal~~
and since i retaking the module~
its the same old routine again~
i wanna have more time to spend with friends~~
witht them around~
time flies~
am glad that we are still meeting up so often~
may the bond never to be broken~
i got a sudden feeling that im pms-ing~
jialat~
later must get some "bread"~
=.=

mwahhaaahahs~
michelle(i know u wont be reading)~
must come back in one piece hor~~
dont be naughty~
come back soon~
love and miss u lots lots~
xoxo,

2010-02-28T23:43:00.002+08:00

exams finally over!!!
though i think i might be a bit late to say these..
finally..
am done with The Great Queen SeonDeok !!
its a very nice show though its quite a long drama with 62 epi~
its about the first female that became a king!
its like the growing up series of deok man(the great queen)
i find it good as im impressed with the idea they cam up with to deal with their opponents~
finished it within one week!!
am impressed!!
=DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

watch HI MY SWEETHEART!
at epi 9 currently..
i find that the middle part is quite boring..
><><

i think that the whole of this holiday i will just rot at hm and watch and watch and watch dramas~
i kinda like it actually~
though its causing my neck to ache..
the more i type,
the more i realise that my english is below average..
maybe i do not use it often and i tend to tremble when i speak english..
its like some kinda obsticle~
sianz sia~~
hehheehs~~
gotta be active in my work~
somehow,
i think i really love to work though im very lazy to go~
if i did not work,
its mostly because im still watching dramas and it overshoot the time~
=.==.=
goanna change my blogskin soon~
i do not like it now!!

going malaysia!!!
mwahhahhahahahs!!
its been ages ive been to my grandma hse~~
this time round,
it may be a boring trip as my cousins are all studying uni or starts working le..
they will go to different places..
the only time to see them as a whole is only during chinese new year.
but sadly..
exam is always during chinese new year that period..
irritating~

2010-02-08T11:07:00.001+08:00

i wonder why am i soo lazy to go to school nowadays?
take today for example..
i woke up at 7.30am
yet after turning on my lappy and try some MOL question,
the time become 8.45am..
and i dont wanna go to school le..
cause i haven bathe and etc..
=.=
till now..
am trying to catch up the lessons ive miss out last friday..
luckily is the differentiation of ln ..
guess im goanna have a hard time afterall..
and lastly...
maybe due to PMS-ing,
i haven the sudden urge to keep on working..
like i never go for work one day i will feel uneasy like that....
but i only went for work one time last week,
as i needa collect my passport on saturday and friday is a rainy day and my uniform is not dry yet..
sianzation~
=.=

got to go prepare,

meeting classmates for lunch and study session!!

hahahahas!

2010-01-16T11:33:00.002+08:00

haiyo~~
hmmm..
boss not happy with my attendance for work..
=.=
cause..
fri i reached home around 8 + then i call back office no one pick up.
so went to jp find clique<3~
today dint went again cause i was busy preparing for picnic that i overshot the time..
just finished preparing the food..
=.=
guess i'll have to chiong everyday next week..
its tiring..
boss de boss also not happy..
=.=
md.

2010-01-06T16:24:00.002+08:00

hehehehehes~~~~~~~
hmmmmmmmmmmmmm..
currently in cluster room..
><><><
hmmmmmm..
ive forgotten what ive done over the past few days?
have been skipping lesson ever since the start of school..
which makes me very..
=.=
first day i skip mech,
and today i skip both eg2 and eng mec..
ohya..
first day had ecpro presentation..
woah....
two word..
gg~
=.=
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm........
today is the third day having band and tml the last day~
><><
hope i can survived through~
><><><
have yet to finish the buisness finance quiz..
damn damn damn damn....
currently am soo addicted to muah chee!!~
>><><><><><

2009-12-30T00:50:00.002+08:00

ehhehhehes..
plurk is having some problems..
=.==.=
irritating~
was over at tsmb these two days..
=.=
was kind of surprise by the quantity...
but overall..
i think its alright..
except that..
i personally feel that its kind of boring..
cause..
i was there till evening...
and did not stayover..
the 2nd day..
okok lor..
met the new conductor..
also okok lah..
must see him conduct first..
overall..
=.=
no comments?
hmmmmmmmmmmmm....
i dont know y...
but when i do back the work is used to do...
im elated..
and time passes super duper fast!
=DDDDDDDDD

2009-12-27T01:44:00.002+08:00

hehes..
jiahui starts plurking again..
><><><
haiyo~
was doing mol..
keep stuck at the same qns..
nehneh~
thus am going to sleep soon..
well...
today did nth..
except that went to work,
afterwhich went to imm and saw sihui and shuning..
ate at ichiban sushi~
wah lau eh~
never go for a few days..
the workload its like soo many~~
i manage to clear all..
but dont have the time to file all of it...
imagine that there is like a box of paper piling up,
ready to be file..
im soo sorry auntie tracy..
i did not do a great job thus there is like soo many unfinished work..
im truly sorry....
but..
i did try my best..
i work till 5 plus..
which is a first try for me..
super scary as the people in my department all went home le..
=.=
jiahui should stop whining..
=.=
den went imm walk and walk and walk...
then went home..
=DDD
10 more qns to go before i finish my mol!
after mol need to start on my mechanics!
=DDDDDDD

2009-12-26T00:13:00.001+08:00

awwwwwwwwwwwww~
coughing like a mad dog now..
=.=
cravings for egg tart~
shall eat when i recovered~

2009-12-25T15:52:00.002+08:00

merry christmas!!!
was back from band camp a few days ago~
camp overall was alright~
came to know that some people isnt that bad as they seems..
communication is the key..
u just have to communicate with someone to determine they are good or bad?
or communicate with them to know if they are really what u've heard of?
well well well..
teh food there is edible!!
=DDDDDD
must say that its delicious..
couldnt get to sleep on day 1..
resulting me sleeping at 3 plus and waking up at 8..
the games were alright..
second day is the best one..
band end at around 5 plus 6 plus..
den those need to go home for reunion went home,
after dinner had sectionals
resulting in like 8 people in my dorm,
including the boys..
hmmmm..
day 2 am very stress up..
haix..
resulting in me sheding a few drops of tears..
=.=
bedtime is the funniest..
since we had nothing to do after shower...
they started playing with flute while i played stress with qiu yi..
this game proves that im very lag..
><><
then we begin our camwhoring session~
funny!!!
heheehehs~
afterwhich we sat dwn and talk..
den its lights out...
and we talk while lying dwn,
resulting in us falling asleep very soon~
and lizhi is the first one to K-O!
hahhas..
went to work after breakfast the next day..
and the pile is choking me!
and i really cant finish~
its like...
wtf..
=.=
yesterday had a mini steamboast session at christina's hse~
we reached her place like 8 plus and we finish eating at around 9 plus..
poor wesley needa wait for us for a long long time~
><><
and yesterday is my first time sleeping over without having to lie!
happy happy!!
during midnight hours we went to bulit batok nature reserve..~
piang eh~
super tiring as there are a lot of up slope and stairs!
had a good time sweating..
><><><
hehehehehs~
afterwhich left her hse at around 7 plus~
=DDD
home sweet home le~
=DD
these few days of sleeping late resulting me in losing my voice,backache and sever running nose!
gosh!
wonder how am i going to survive work tml?

2009-12-20T23:16:00.003+08:00

today had a great laugh with bel,jian sheng and sihui!
meet them in the evening,
discussing where to go..
too band mel and mixue cant meet us!!
then we just went subway to eat..
we want to discuss where to go...
and we end up sidetracking all the way...
><><
hehehes..
then then..
we walk around..
and settle dwn at benten for ice-cream..
till then..
the things are still not settled.
><><
afterwhich,
we went to mos burger!
hahahas!
then we finally discuss finish le..
hhehehees..
afterwhich we went to mac before finally going home!
its like soo funny in mac!!
laugh till my stomach cramps!
power!!
jazheminty!

2009-12-18T22:32:00.002+08:00

awwwww..
they are going to dock my pay as ive been exceeding six hours for work for the consecutive for three days..
tml will be the fourth day..
=.=
hmmmmm..
work is like sooooo busy?
i nearly cried on first day as i can seems to finish my work..
resulting in me going home like 8 hours later? with an empty stomach..
=.=
the feeling is like so unbearable~
well..
things got better for the second day,
as i have nice colleague whereby she help me to do the sorting..
i feel grateful towards her..
well...
it goes the same for today..
but today there was little workorders thus im able to finish my work pretty fast..
though it still took me more than 6 hrs..
><><
hmmmm..
actually the workorders is kinda easy,
just that there are some workorders whoch has some extra procedure..
other than that,
i personally think that it's fine.=)
well..
comman test ended on yesterday..
hmmmmm..
if nothing goes wrong,
im able to pass it!
=D
i only yearn for a pass,
nothing more!!
hmmmmmm..
next week will be absent for work for 2 days,
haix...
next wednesday is going to be a busy busy busy day for me!
thinks that my entire holiday is going be occupied by work..

..........

having older siblings is a good good thing!!
hehehes...
both of my sister have bonus,
and they treat the whole family to eat!
today ate at tan dont know what restaurant..
food is only soso~
=DDDD
mwhaahaahhaas~
shall go back to putian next time,
as i feel that the food there is nicer?
mwahahahaas~

2009-12-15T23:10:00.003+08:00

was nearly late for my paper..
=.=
then then..
eg2 paper was like..
=.=
speechlesss...
am soo careless...
i realised that careless-ness will lead me to trouble someday..
den den...
met up with jessica kor...
and we head to vivo!
on our way there,
saw andy..
and he joined us~
hahhahas!
bought some snacks and we just go walking around..
am not cut out for shopping my legs get tired very very easily..
not soon,
we just sat dwon at some random place and we begin to talk..
was talking about the past..
and realised how childish i was...
hehehehes~
and we begin to chat till 6 plus before heading home..
who might have know,
that me and kor still goes out together despite the past?

working tml = stress + sianz

having camp next week,
but needa leave early cause auntie tracy not there..
so i need to help to cover her workload....

.........

i have the urge to do something..
but then..
im sure that if i do it..
the relationship is nt going to be the same again,
as it the tragic has happen before..

2009-12-14T22:55:00.002+08:00

sianz sia..
i keep gorging all food that comes to me down my throat,
despite knowing that from the fact that im full..
awwwww...
it really makes me disliking myself..
i think my brain is somehow spoilt,
just keep on eating..
maybe i think im like a fish??
=.=
really are~
dissapointed~

2009-12-14T19:55:00.002+08:00

awwwwwwwwwwwww~
tml is eg2 test!!!
jiayou~
mwhahahahahahahs~~
hmmmmm
went to work today..
absorb quite a lot..
hope that i will do a clean job on wed..
=DDDDD

am immmune to it le~
look on the bright side,shall i?

2009-12-13T19:37:00.002+08:00

fuck.
i should not have go against what i've already plan to do..
cause im never one of you.
filled with dissapointments.
i guessed,
that the truth is always there,
but ive chose to ignore it.

2009-12-13T13:16:00.001+08:00

have to fugly work tml.
faggorts!

2009-12-11T07:24:00.002+08:00

i dont know what the fuck is their problem!
FUCK!
which part of my work did you not understand?
i said that im having my exams, damn u!
my head never told me anything,faggots!
i know that auntie is gong off on wed,
thus i said that im going to learn from her on mon!
i sacrifice my mon leh!!!
ask me to come on tuesday also,
cause i may not be able to get it..
cb!
i told u that ive got exam on tues,
yet u insisted i come on tues!
nehneh sia!
i keep saying that ive got exam,
HELLO!
which part of my sentance did you nt understand?
the rest of u all dont want to do rite?
then pushing all to me,
claiming that,
oh,
u know that all admins have to come in twice to thrice perday to help out?
somtimes,
i wish i was sacked!
NABEI CHEEBYE!

2009-12-08T22:53:00.003+08:00

promises are meant to be broken isnt it?
am itching for some music but i cant find my phone adapter..
=.=
anothing belonging went M.I.A!!!
=.=

2009-12-08T22:37:00.002+08:00

awwwwww~~
im only tested two subjects in my comman test..
but those two are like =.=
espiecially the eg2 arh..
can kill one neh~
=.=
am toooooo tiring to elaborate...
have yet to finish my mol revision 1 and 2..
tutorials not done..
am in no good condition for comman test..
=.=

2009-12-07T22:03:00.002+08:00

jia am falling sick soon...
><><><
indeed..
i think ive decided..
but..
it makes me feel guilty..
very guilty....
ohhhhh~~~
and the oppossition party is rising up..
come on,
how can u beat us?
have fun with pj and jian ee on fri...
sooo funny.....!!!!
it really makes me laugh!!!
de-stress!!!
aftermath we head to char's hse..
and we slack by the pool there..
its soo relax...
and it makes me wanna stay there...
awwwwwww~~
i suddenly rememeber that we are in the month of december..
which explains the never ending piles of manifest on my work table..
><><><
the busiest month i conclude is in july and december..
><><
off to sleep!

ciaos~

2009-12-03T22:11:00.002+08:00

hmmmm....
going to make a decision soon...
and i hate it..
><><
cause...
i would rather have a win-win situation..
and it seems that its never going to be there..
awww..
compro is getting harder...
=(((

2009-11-29T21:57:00.002+08:00

hehehes!!!
=DDDDD
make some cornflakes coated in chocolate~~
yummy-li-cious!!!!
=DDDDD
done with my compro proj..
now only left with tutorial 4 with some parts that im nt sure with~
but fret now,
it can be done tml~
cause i have lovely classmates to help me!!!!
they are Q, SANDY and LIWEN!!!
mwhahahahs~
ain't i blessed?
mwahahhhahhaas~

im craving for some steamboat!!!!
and i wish marina there was still open~~
cause the steamboat is cheap cheap!!
=DDDD

2009-11-26T21:26:00.002+08:00

boredom strikes and i realise that i've to fight all these nonsensical fugly shits all alone.
currently, the colour of everything i see through my eyes is just plain colour..
nothing striking nor exciting..
sometimes, it really makes me wonder.
is that what should happen?
it makes me think alot..
it's not the first but definitely not last time i'm thinking this way..
wasn't really myself since the semester starts for i dont know what reason.
i just feel that something heavy is weighing dwn my heart..
makes me feel super, duper dull...
i can sense that im not myself and im not as cheerful as before..
maybe im having PMS that's y i'm thinking this way..
am always reminicing(?) the past..
maybe like the old saying goes,
let bygones be bygones..
no matter how we tried to get back the old feeling.
its still two different matters..
i also know where i stand..
i wonder how long am i going to play dumb..
feel like saying everything out but i know that the problems will never be resolved,
instead more scars will be made..
but when i dont say it out,
i just feels unhappy..
or maybe,
im the one that has changed?
changed to a negative person?
i dont know..
mind you,
i have my own set of thinking..

assignments assignments and more assignments~
band band and more band..
work work and more work
im always behind time..

2009-11-24T22:11:00.002+08:00

awwwww...
the careless jia left her hp charger in school...
*she thinks*
nehneh...
hopes that the charger will still be there next mon..
or some kind souls just leave them untouched..
=(((((
wonder y i always forget to remember where is the place i last place my things?
just now i was seaching high and low for my pen but my pen was in my book all the while..
awwwww...
seriously she sld slap some sense into herself?
i wonder how..
nehnehneh pokes!!!!!
=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

2009-11-22T21:43:00.003+08:00

awwww..
i gave up one of the qns for quiz 3..
><><><><
hmmmmm...
one lesson behind for ecpro...
i wonder if i can end early tml or not..

2009-11-22T00:19:00.002+08:00

OMLT~~
im currently stuck in my mechanics quiz 3..
nehneh..
been stuck frm 8 plus...
damn damn damn..
it gets me work up and fusrated..
furthermore,
next week is goanna be a hectic week with both eg2 ans engmec quiz on the same day,
compro quiz on next i dont know when..
nehneh~
furthermore there's work and band...
and ive yet to revis for BnF
ohmyohmyohmy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR~
ROOOOOOAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRR!!!!!!!

2009-11-18T22:56:00.002+08:00

yoyoyoyoyooyoyo!~
hmmmmm..
something is very wrong with my blog..
i cant view my blog..
it just hang whenever i click my blog link..
nehneh..
i HATE e learning week..
it's so irritating..
furthermore..
the e-learning week is nt for the whole day de lo..
nehneh
everytime e-learning in the morning,
go school in the afternoon..
sooo siianz de sia!
-.-
then now my laptop keeps giving me problem..
nehneh..
keep giving me blue screen,
or worse stilll,
i just could nt on it..
nehneh..
yesterday went over to west coast park to celebrate char's birthday!!!
HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY CHARLOTTE LIM ZI QING!!~
mwhahhahahas~
drank vodka mix with 7 up..
and my face was damn damn red..
wash my afce before heading home..
and when i reach home,
my mother ask me y is my cheek soo red..
den i was like nth arh..
my mother ask if i go sun-tanning...
den i replied no,
and went to sleep!!
><><
and the good thing is that i've got a good good sleep!!~~
mwhahhahahahahs~~
=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

2009-11-15T23:13:00.005+08:00

here to post again~
hmmmmm...
craving for some salad and some crabstick thing my mum made~
hmmmmm...
was doing tutorial for chapter 3..
and it took me more than half and hr..
crazy,
aint't it?
boss is asking if i can work full time during dec during my holidays..
cause she and the other worker is on leave,
and they need someone to do the stuffs..
but i dont think i have the opportunity,
cause i told her theat my holidays is on last week of dec.
LOL..
by then..
i will have to go to work almost everyday during dec..
cause it;s like end of the year?
and confirm got lots of company storing their things..
nehneh~
fri went for clique outing..
they wath 2012 while me,jy,je and yong just chill and walk around..
had soo much laughter..
ahhhhahhhas..
aftermath,
went home and pops staight to bed..
next day ahd sectional at 9 am in the morning...
yer i woke up at 930 after receiving melicia's call..
had a very quick shower which last for 15 mins?
fast indeed..=.=
then reach school at ard 1030..
sectionals awhile before heading to have lunch and back for full band..
after that went mac with elisse,mitchell and belinda..
saw qiuqiu there too!!
aftermath went jurong point to meet eewei,jian ee and liping..
had so much laughter from talking bout our primary school days..
it is reallyy soo fun~
too band chinwei wasnt;t there~
it would be so much funnier!!
=DD
today..
slept till afternoon,
and start practising my differentiation before doing my mechanics..
and i realised something again..
ive forgotten to bring the flute home AGAIN..=.=
nehnehpops sia~
i was enlightened by sweetie's words on fri,
and i began to think back..
its kind of stupid too~
*laughs
thanls sweetie~
=DDD

to sweetie~
all i can say is,
u still have us..
we are each other's pillars of strength..
even though me may nt have good advices etc,
but still,
our hugs and ears are 24/7 on standby~
=DDDD

2009-11-08T16:48:00.003+08:00

i think i need time management!!!
and some self-discipline~
cause..
i personaally feel that i cant balance my friends,work,school and band all at the same time...
have nt been having a good sleep from the start of the week till ysterday~
everyday,
have been sloggin like a cow without any rest..
or sld i say,
free time for me myself and i?
i love sunday the most bah i think?
cause i get to slacked at home..
and watch videos etc..
gosh,
come to think of it..
my transport fares cost me a bomb~
damn..
sld get the concession~
now,
i just keep on topping up and topping up~
ma de...
waste my money nia..
==
hmmmmmm..
went to work twice nia that week..
damn damn...
cant finish that pile...
she sure give me face liao
==
for band..
haven take a close look at the parts im playing...
and i forgot to borrow my flute home for practise..==
for school,
seems to be alright...
cause i feel that every steps the teacher took forward,
i just remain at the same state..
==
cui sia~
my gpa~
==
right nw..
i have the urge to eat..
gone case~
==

2009-10-27T22:49:00.002+08:00

jiahui is sadded~
cause she've gt no time to blog~
and things are sort of moving in a i dont know what phase~
hmmmmmmm~
she is also sadded bacause THE FRIED DUMPLING STALL IS NOT THERE ANYMORE !!!!!!!!
am really sad~
been there for like only less than 10 times?
ok~
there's this stall in this hawker in jurong east,
next to shuqun sec,
which sells ban mian and also "guo tie"(fried dumpling)
its really nice as the skin is thin and fillings are full,
as if it's like free of charge~(no joke,seriously alot!)
and the meat is tender..
i can taste cabbage in the fillings,
and it suits my tastebud~
but too bad~
it's not there anymore~
and i will miss it like crazy~
maybe you may think im crazy sadded by food~
but when u taste the dumplings~
u all sld know what im trying to mean~
ah well,
i dont even get what im trying to say myself~
hehehhehes~
=DDDDDDDDDDDDDD
omg~i'm confused~but,it feels great when we two are alone!!!!=DDDDD\
however,i think i will leave my feeling unsaid,not wanting to lose someone dearesr to me~

2009-10-09T20:02:00.002+08:00

classmates of 4e3'08 and clique was out at far east while i laze at home~
><><
den i shall do an update?
mwahaahahahhas~=DDDD
well,
i finally cleared all the date entry!!!!
it's like FINALLY after 4 straight days of working till 8+,9..
damn...
i wanna work morning shift~
tsktsk..
hmmmmmmmmm..
i recalled going to wasabi teh at far east~
the jap food there is superb~
it's worth the money!!!
=DDD
however..
the standard seems to drop alot...
the last time i went is like two weeks ago with my sister?
we que for nearly 2 hrs..
==
then when we went in,
realised that the chef had change..
i think he had retired..
in the past,
there will be one uncle with serious attitude problem..(very scary de)
and one auntie helping him out with the collecting of plates,serving of food...
yeap,
just these two person running the shop.
while the recent one..
there are like 4 people in the small small space..
and when i try my usual unagi set meal,
it come and i find the portion small..
furthermore,
the sidedish(free) is just alright,
i prefer the previous owner/chef's sidedish
my chawanmushi is like overcooked..==
the california maki so-so nia..
the previous owner will serve us drinks,
followed by the side-dish,
then the sides you've ordered,
to ur main coarse and lastly desserts.
but the recent chef,
they serve everything at one go..
=,=
the funny part is when the chawanmushi came,
i was like...
'huh?y my chawanmushi looks like that?'
and i look at my sis..
then she give me that O.O look..
well,
our conclusion is,
we prefer the uncle!!!
as..
we love the tense atmosphere..
(it's really tense,the shop is darn quiet)
the uncle has skills and he is generous with the portion.
even though the ingredients are the same/fresh,
bu the skill is not there~
><><><><><

2009-10-07T21:19:00.001+08:00

she is sad,stress,
cause she cant finish her work.......
there is still alot!!!!!
and maybe she's losing her job..
she is feeling vexed nw...
=(((((((

2009-10-07T13:02:00.002+08:00

i've got buisness finance for my dpp!!
mwhahaahahas~
am quite happy with it..
=DDDDDD
cause ive been yearning for buisness and finance from i dont remeber since when~
=DDDDDDDDDD
BUT!!!
my tuesday is nt half day anymore,
cause of the dpp..
><><><
so sianz of it..
come to think of it..
my time-table last sem seems to be much more relax,
as there are times we start class at 2..
now....
even though most of the days have 2hrs lunch break,
but its like the whole day~
tiring..
*pouts*
><><
im in the same class as qq for my dpp!!!
happy!!
*claps*
hmmmmm...
i think when school starts,
more time will be given to school,work..
=DDDD
tiring~~

2009-10-04T23:46:00.002+08:00

omg~
found this article and find it soo true to me!!!
(p.s) its all in chinese>< 我相信情场上男人最笨的一句话就是：“我可以吻你吗？”吻女孩不用问，不用她讲同意。男性任何进一步亲昵的举动都不需要女孩说同意。

在童话中，睡美人睡的时候，王子就吻了她，当然没有征求睡美人的意见。他一吻，睡美人就醒了，没有控告他性骚扰，而是爱上了他。

不告而取是偷盗，不宣而吻是偷心。

而那些要老老实实地问女孩“我可以吻你吗”的男孩子，在说这句话时，已经失败了一半了。流行漫画家朱德庸的漫画中有这样一个段子：女孩子说：“我们必须结束这种不正常的交往。”每次约会一到晚上10点我就送你回家。交往半年别说接吻，就连牵手也没有牵过呀！”女孩子回答说：“对呀，你说这种交往正常吗？”女孩子的心理，让“正常的”“好男人”感到很不理解，而成功的“坏男人”也未必都理解。女孩子喜欢男性采用不宣而吻的方式，是因为她们的羞怯心理。实际上女孩子和男孩子一样，也需要得到异性的爱抚和刺激，也一样有情感和性的需要，但是她不能突破自己的羞怯心。

在突破一个障碍，第一次做亲密的行为时，双方都会感到有些羞怯、拘谨和紧张。假如一个男孩子问女孩“我可以吻你吗？”这就是把突破这个障碍的责任交给了女孩。让一个女孩子负责突破，这是多么不绅士的行为啊！

如果一个男孩子在她需要的时候，一句话也不问，就这样吻了。他就帮助女孩子突破了羞怯的障碍，帮助女孩子做了她想做而不敢做的事情。还有，在双方第一次亲昵前，谁也不敢说完全知道对方的反应，吻而不问就是把被拒绝的危险放在自己的头上。

难怪一个敢于这样做的男性，在女孩子心里的形象，常常是勇敢而有男子气的，而那些过于小心谨慎、“尊重女性”的男孩子，却被视为胆小懦弱。而且，不问，就这样吻下去，是多么浪漫的感觉，她像在圣诞节打开盒子，发现了一个自己没有想到的礼物。

不过，我相信情场上男人最笨的一件事就是贸然吻一个女孩子。吻女孩子不用问，但是你一定要看。看自己，看她，看自己是不是会被她喜欢。如果你搞错了，她会愤怒。因为你对她性骚扰。

在你吻一个女孩子前，你还要唤起她的爱恋之情。你要关心她的心情，要在一次次的交往中，唤起她对你的情感。当你们的心灵在接近、接近，你会发现她的眼神的变化，你会感受到她对你的感情在加温。你会感到有一个时刻在接近，直到你感觉这个时刻已经来到。然后你就不要犹豫，不要胆怯，就这样吻她。

你不需要问她，你已经知道她会同意。

2009-10-04T01:24:00.002+08:00

hehees~~~
yoyoyoyo~~
i love my current time-table T.T.M sia..
so slack compared to the previous semester~~
i like i like=DDD
today went to meet the weis and jian ee~
had soo much fun them~~~~
it's so funny~~~
=DDDDDDD
we light up the lantern we we walk from their hse to chinese garden~~
fun fun~~
=DD
shall do it again sometimes..=DDDD
recap the things ive done for the past 3 days,
i realised that ive nt been doing anything productive..
=((((((((
thurs din turn up for band as was celebrating sheryn's bdae at jp..
watch movie and brought her kfc meal~
=DDDDDDDDDD
den saw sihui as i was q-ing up for bus at interchange..
fri slack and had dinner outside with my family...
><><
=((((((((
indeed a boring life~~~~
those taking o lvl kuai dian finish~~
den we can goo play~~
=DDDDD

2009-10-01T00:20:00.002+08:00

ehehehes~
finish my drama le~
finding more~=DDD
hmmmmmm..
hear from my colleaugue that DMS is moving up~
hmmmmmmmmmm~~
wonder when my boss is goanna break the news to me..
><><
ohya..
had band on mon~
fun as usual~
=DDDD
aftr band went mac and head home~
then went to my cousin hse to pass my niece her bdae present with my brother~
i've gt three niece,
and hmmmmm,
they are all changing~
well,
the eldest niece dont talks to me in the past but nw,
she start a topic and we have fun talking bout it~
as for the 2nd eldest niece,
we usually crap alot in the past but nt nw..
she's into her online games~
==
as for the youngest,
she really makes my temper boil~
i have the urge to sctrach her or whatever~
seriously..
she is just too much~
she just keep on using her nails to scratch my brother,
den i grab her and ask her y she keep doing that nicely..
but then,
she just keep on struggling and ven try to sctrach me,
i was like,
scracth lah,u think i scared of u arh?
den she diam diam..
even do not want to apologise..
den i let her off,
she go slam the door..
*roll eyes*
den we i went to the living room to past some things to my auntie,
she turn the volume so high~
den when i my brother was talking she was shouting~
very noisy leh!
and of cause my blood boils again~
and i was screaming to my other nieces and my brother..
den when we were about to go off,
my brother discover his slippers missing..
and we took a long time to find the slipper,
and the slipper was placed beside the rubbish bin~
like damn wtf lo~
and next time i shall hide her slippers sia..
come on lah~
want to play dark with me..
u aren't up to my standard~

2009-09-28T14:16:00.000+08:00

i think i sprained my finger??
==

2009-09-27T22:12:00.001+08:00

hey!
you there!
I HATE YOU!!
hold on a minute..
maybe nt hate,
but dislike~
I DISLIKE YOU!!
you wont have a good time!

2009-09-27T20:20:00.002+08:00

hohohoho~~~
recover the blog i had years back..=DDDDD

2009-09-26T02:09:00.003+08:00

im sadded~
i cant go to wuhan,china~
feel down~
main reasons for nt allowing is the fees~
$_$
haix..
i really wanna go overseas~
i've only went to malaysia~
and ive never been to genting~
pathetic ain't i?
the main reasons for wanting to go to wuhan is that i can learn and play at the same time~
i predict that it would be fun~
furthermore,
its a overseas trip with school~
i dislike it when my mother disapprove me of going~
but,
what can i do?
she says that i will have the opportunities in the near future~
but,
even if i have the chance to go,
the feeling is diff~
cause by that time,
i think ive already step into the society~
and it would be like any other holiday~
i like the feeling of going with school..
futhermore,
i can complete TWO modules~
damn damn damn!!!!!!
maybe,
i shall do well in my studies and go for overseas attachment~
which is an impossibe task for me..
i know where i stand..
am really dissapointed~
i could still recall how thrill i was knowing that was this overseas programme~
yet nw,
my dreams are shattered~
damn~
i was telling my mother months back that i want go holiday with my friends..
either to thai with yong yong or hk with novelle..
and my mother was like..
wait till i've reached the age of my sister..
wth~
they are 21 and 25..
how i wish moneu drop from the sky,
as what ive seen from my jap drama~
=(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

2009-09-24T20:16:00.002+08:00

yesterday was actually looking forward to band as i've cleared my work pile~
no workpile=no nagging of boss asking me to work=no work=D
den when i reach home,
receieved a sms saying that there is no band tml~
there goes my thursday~
haven been going for band for two weeks~
hmmmmm...
band on rwo weekdays is tiring~
><><><><><
had family chalet two weeks before~
den this mon-tur had chalet for estella's bdae~
her friend is so generous to pay for the chalet~
=DDDDDDD
well...
hmmm..
mon went to char hse to collect things and off we go to dwntown east~
settled dwn at burgur king while some of us went to num~
bought slippers for my bro~=DD
sorry jueying~~
=(
den we go to chalet~
settled dwn our barangs barangs and prepare for the food and do some decoration~
hahahahas~
overall,
it's fun~~~~
and~
i find it cute when all the girls are squeezing on the bed,
while all the guys on the floor~~~~
hehehees~
den book out at 10.30 and went white sand to have brunch~
hmmm..
den head to charlotte's hse to catch a wink~
after that i went home while the rest proceed to char's new hse~~~
hmmmmmmm~~~~
addicted to mahjong recently~~~
but lady luck seems nt to be on my side cause i never win any game~
hmmm..
i could only recall winning on one situation~
=(
hmmmmmmmmmmm..
nehmind,
cause i still love playing~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

2009-08-29T23:08:00.000+08:00

haiyo..
something wrong with blogger again..
*shake head*
hmmmmmmmm...
alot of people ask..
define the meaning of friendship..
well...
to me..
actually..
all of us are friends..
but its just that are we as close as brothers and siters or nt
for some speical case..
it's our choice to choose whether we are going to be close or nt..
we cant force anyone into being close to us if they dont want.
on the other hand,
if someone so close to us starts to back out from our outing and
try to block us away from his world..
we cant say much..
although some of us may feel angry for whoever is doing it..
but..
it's their choice..
and it tell us that we are not important to them..
therefore they block us from entering their world..
everyone do made mistakes..
no matter how big the problem is..
but when one realised the mistakes they made..
it's worth giving them a chance..
and give a smile to them..
maybe a pat on their shoulders?
forgive and forget is the word..
imagine..
when u really love someone..
and i mean love..
to the extent that u will do everything for ur other half..
when they do wrong thngs behind ur back..
or they make u angry..
will u forgive them?
the answer probably is a yes.
y?
cause..
even though u are so angry with ur partner..
but..
when u reminicse(?) ur happy,crazy moments..
it do put a smile on ur face...
and..
everything will turn positive..
cause u know that they are holds a important place in ur heart..
well..
the same goes for friends..
we take those close friends as example..
even though we are angry with each other..
when everything cools down..
its back to normal...
=pp
and for me..
as my temper is nt very good..
i tend to lose control easily..
but..
my friends are always there,
waiting for me to cool down..
hahas..
and things goes back to normal again..=p
and to those whom had seen me flare up..
it's a good thing..
cause i will only lose temper to those whom i feel closer to me..
=x
personally..
i prefer to let my thoughts be heard through shouting..
cause i cant express myself well..==
i prefer saying things out to keeping mum..
when one keeps mum..
we dont know what u are thinking..
and when u have some actions which cant be explained..
it hurts us more..
cause everyone dont expect this to happen..
thus..
i rather my friends to quarrel..==
hmmmmmm..
to me..
those that are blocking us from their world..
is still consider a friend..
but not to the extent of close fiends..
cause its their choice..
we have to respect them..
and hope that they wont regret making this choice..
no need to be sad over it..
just move on..
hmmmm..
its like someone dearly to u have passed away..
u cant just keep on crying everyday..
need to buck up and move on...
yes..
the word is move on..

pardon me for my CRAZY post..
brain nt functioning at the moment..
thus ome of u may nt understand what im trying to express..
but its alright..=p
i understand myself can le..mwhahahahas

2009-08-29T14:13:00.002+08:00

last week rush back to tanglin after my el tech exam...
and this is we we had for lunch..
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PIZZA!!~~~
my playing yhe flute~

thanks miss porita for treating~~
mwhahhahaas
=pp

2009-08-29T13:15:00.002+08:00

hehes~~
its an official holiday for me~~
jiayou to sp-ians that are still taking their exams~
hehhes~
i miss my classmates espicially qq sha~
><><
heehehes~~
and and..
i miss my ice chocolate from makan place~
hmmmmmmm..
yesterday had a birthday celebration for waikit and pj..
hahhas~
eichien came along too~
=D
had steamboat~
after that head to haji lane..
intend to sheesha but dint have any space~
thus,
it became a catching up and picture taking session~
hehes~
and me, eichien an ah tan head home first~
hmmmm..
need to go back band real soon to teach my junior~
going back to school on mon~
i browse through my photos and found a lot of phots taken months ago~
hehehehs~
shall upload them real soon~
hmmmmmm..
as for my exam...
eg1 is alright~
but el tech is such a killer~
==
hmmmmm..
confirm need to go back to school~
but it's alright with me cause i can have the ice chocolate that ive been craving~
kinda addicted to it~
mwhahhaahahas~
=ppp

2009-08-04T22:51:00.000+08:00

hehes~
><><
well..
today skip maths lecture..
den went straight for the mprac test..
kanasai..
gt five nia~
><><
but its okay..
cause i never study for it..
mwahhahahhas~=p
after that had practical..
poor alex was send home cause he foegot his long pants..
den only ben me and liwen attend the last prac..
ehhes.

did the whole thing alomost y myself~
a sense of achivement~
mwahahahas..
ohya..
i keep skipping lecture nowadays..
hmmm...
cause maybe class no more le?
for example tml..
i just need to go sch for one hr..
and off i can go..
==
but i will go tml..
cause i find big bird is a good lecturer~
=p

2009-08-04T09:37:00.000+08:00

mwahahhahahas~
emat test si over~~
mwahahhhahahahhas..
next up is mprac test which is today~
mwahhahahhas..
hmmmmmmmmmmmm.....
wonder how will the test be like?
hahahas..
presentation is alright for me~
even though that it went out of point~
special thanks to liwen for doing the slides~
><><
IS presentation was alright last week..
think we did better for the formal presentation?
ehehhees..
hmmmmmmmm...
time to start on my el tech..
*prays hard that i have the self discipline to start*
right now shall start preparing and get my butt out of the hse~
mwhahaaaahahas~
ta-da~

2009-07-29T00:16:00.002+08:00

i hate this~~
emat presentation on next mon..
emat test is also on next monday..
tamade..
this week IS presentaion..
y like everyday also so fan and busy arh?
><><><
damn damn..
complex number u sucks~
yesterday had apprieciation dinner..
well..
kinda enjoy myself..
hehehehehes..=p
i only rememeber we keep yum seng-ing..
that was shiokness..=p
autocad tml~
sld be fun~
damn...

sometimes..
its not good to promised people anything..
cause we tends to forget the promised we made..
so..
in order for everyone to be happy..
do not promised anything~

2009-07-12T21:59:00.003+08:00

omg~
i think something goes wrong in my brain..
i keep on blogging..
consecgetive(?) for two days..
hahhas..
yea~
im done with my 1k words report~
den el tech still trying my best..
haven even touch my emat..
so sianz sia..
but but..
im happy~
maybe cause i know im going to sleep soon.
something's wrong with my eyes..
sometimes i see blurred visions..
dont know the problem lies with my spects or my eyes..~
hehes..
i just cant help but get distracted..
sianz...
working again...
not tml but the day after tml~
><><><><><><><><><><><><>< but then.. hehes.. cant help it.. =pppppp

2009-07-11T22:18:00.003+08:00

aiyo~
so sianz arh...
i think i lost my lappy's battery..
super sianz can?
wah..
today i went to work..
piang eh..
so many things to do..
yet i really cant finish..
its like a never ending work..
which makes me feel..
==
sianz lor..
den i went home at 3..
slept all the way till 8 plus..
den go out eat with family..
=ppp
nice nice~
maybe i really need to manage my time properly,
as what pp say...
><><><><

ps: i found my battery in my bag..==

2009-07-11T00:22:00.002+08:00

yoyoz~
just came back from yong's hse..
wah..
the blur me left my whole spectacle box at her place...
sianz arh
tired seh~
hmmm..
morning had class as usual..
den have el tech tutorial..
find the tutorial teacher kelian,
but i cant help it..
after had math tutorial...
chicken sial..
i do the mol revision..
one hour pass..
still doing sia..
neh neh..
after that met up with st..
chat abit..
den wai kit come and st left..
den we and weikit wait for the rest..
><><
==
the others go swim while i sit there with mei mei,pp and char to stone..
><><
den after everything went home with jian ee..
keep laughing and talking..
hahhas..
wish i could end school earlier..
so that i can have more time with them..
lucky i changed my mind and meet up with them..
hmmmm...
workload is increasing everyday..
huge stack of things waiting for me to clear,
yet i do not have the time to do it..
seriously..
it just irritates me when the head to ask where am i and when i'm going dwn all these..
i hate to report to someone whatever i do,
cause i dont think i need to.
take today for an example..
msg me if im going den today..
i replied her im nt and she replies there's lots of things to clear..
its like..
so damn irritating..
i know that there's lots of things to clear..
sianz arh..
then projects also piling up..
and i do not have a clue wat the proj is about?
my sianzation mood is back..
i feel life sianz everyday..
just dont have the feeling..
i do not even have the urge to study..
ohya..
and and..
i lost my thumbdrive..
><><
no wonder i feel something amiss from my table..
><><><
nightz~

2009-06-29T20:58:00.002+08:00

hheehehes..yozyoz~
back from camp..
and am very tired..
today is the first day of school..
and miraclely(?) i survived it..
><><
went to work and just reached home..
am so so so lazy to update..
even though i have the urge to update..
bt when i reached home..
i have the urge to sleep..
omg..
i need to tetake my el tech..
kanasai.><
nehmind..
shall work hard de..
hope that this time there will be actions instead of just words..
somtimes..
i wonder..
y are human so complicated..
and how come we change so fast?
the sight of it makes me puke..
well..
shall elaborate some other time..
or maybe the next time whn im nt tired?
as i needa rush my IS com hw..
damn them..
><

2009-06-02T18:02:00.003+08:00

hey yoz!~
hehhees..
photos are still in qq's phone..
i take photo almost everyday~~
><><><><
hmmmm..
last friday is also a fun day is el tech tutorial class..
i did nt pay any attention..
instead,
i keep laughing around..
after class went back to tanglin..
saw lots of familoar faces..
all of us change lots!~
hehees..
apparently everyone's mood are nt good that night..
so there are lots of noises and angry faces here and there..
bt still..
its okay..
den me,qiu yi and weena are so into k-pop
hhhees!~
><><
borrow mixue's nityazawa home!!~~
><><><
den ahd band the next day..
i'm late..
><><
den had sectionals..
lucky we never play anastasia that day...
cause i'm the only first flute..
the rest of the first flutes are nt around.
><><
den head back hm..
den cant rememebr wat i did for the weekends..
anything bt not studying..
><><><
den mon we went to alumni clubhse to have lunch..
hahaas.
after eating..
something hilarius happen..
and i laugh non-stop..
den cleon laugh with me while afandee keep reminding me of that scene..
><><><><
only three of us know..
><><><
damn funny arh!!~
after that had engineering materials!!~
seriously arh..
that subject is killing me..
><><
however,
there is something good..
the good thing is that el tech is till mesh analysis..
><><><
should be able to pass!!~~
den today went irc.
den we go eat mac first before heading to play pool..
on the way something happen..
its also soso damn hilarius!!~
and i cant stop laughing..
shall go le@~

2009-05-26T20:35:00.003+08:00

ehhehes..
back!!~~
u all miss me rite??
>.^
hehehes....
well,
actually have the urge to blog long time ago...
bt due to my sister,
i cant..
><><
she lah..
want maple..
den i go blog she lag..
den keep "tsk" me..
so din manage to blog..
i'm such a sotong today..
><><
i say goodbye to liwen at atrium there..
den went opp to take bus..
den saw one single deck bus..
those new sbs buses..
den i see 151 as 154..
and i happily board the bus..
thinking that i was so lucky as the bus is nt crowded..
><><
den i see that the route of the bus seems diff..
then i still think is the driver's fault..
till i reach nus campus..
den realise on wrong bus..
><><
den alight and board another bus to clementi den change bus home..
irritating arh..
><><
did milling for workshop today..
><><
quite okay arh..
end at 3+..
super early arh..
shiok..
hmmm...
band is fun,
no doubt..
exams comming..
all the best!~=p

p.s i know u all miss my face,will post my pics real soon..=p

2009-05-10T21:21:00.002+08:00

(me and qq sha..she dint want take pic with me..>,<)

hey yoz!~

long time no blog!~

>,<

hehees..

shall link all people!~

ehhes

hmmmm..

the last post was two weeks ago..

>,<

hmmmm..

cant remember what happen last week..

hmmmmm...

just know i made a decision which makes me feel bad..

hmmm..

last mon go celebrats mr sia's birthday..

ehhhess..

after class meet up with those in np de 4e3 classmates and went to meet th rest outside sch..

den we cant go in..

>,<

sadded..

den took bus to west coast park and celebrate there..

left around 10+..

so tired when reached home sia..

ohya..

and that very day we need to take temperature in the morning and afternoon..

den the engineering material cher wants us to take temperature..

den we act we dont have den go all the wayto makan place take..

so funny lo..

almost the whole class there..

LOL!

hmmmm...

den remember did assembly during practical..

soso fun lo!~

hehehes..

=ppp

den also did labwork on that very day..

dont really understand it...

....

hmmm..

den wednesday had autocad class..

did manual drawing first den autocad...

sianz sia..

my manual cmi lo..

autocad soso nia..

how to get good grades sia?

somemore my eltech confirm cmi sio..

>,<

den thursday did presentation during IS COM..

get a c..

before IS COM with up with team mates to discuss and have lunch..

hahhahahas!~

.....

after that got band...

den before band meet up with section and qiuyi to have section lunch..

hmmm..

band end at 9.30pm..

late arh!

hehehes..

qiuyi and mixue soso good!

pei me wait for 154..

thanks lots!~

reached hm around 10.30..

shag arh...

den after bathe go sleep..

tired liao..

den friday the bus is so damn packed..

somemore it rain..

....

lucky i got bring umbrella..

>,<

den my jeans de bottom wet le..

cause step into the pool of water..

hehes...

i put my umbrealla at the back of class to dry..

ehhehes...

but then i forget to take..

>,<

find our el tech tutorial very kelian..

cause he teach until very pek cek..

den i think he will give up bah..

i also find myself bad..

heehes...

cause i keep laughing at the way he is teaching hse..

super funny de!!

hehes..

feel guilty arh..

but cant help it..

>,<

after school went yong's hse with clique..

on the way there very bu shuan..

after that ok liao..

cause bus journey very funny...

did a bit of maths there..

den yong cook for us..

hahhas..

nice!~

>,<

den home sweet home..

then yesterday go bai bai..

did abit of autocad revision..

>,<

den bake cream puff..

yum yum!~

hehes

2009-04-25T18:43:00.003+08:00

yoz!
yesterday class was fun!
had a really good laugh!!
haven had it for a long long time!
den know more of my course mates!
watch seventeen again yesterday..
a nice show!
by watching that movie,
i've learn a lot of things..
shall post it later on..
the today went for tune-in..
was fun!!
heeehhehehhes!
and i feel lousy..
cause i think i'm the worst player over there..
damn..
some people ask me if i like my poly life..
well..
i like and dont quite like..
contradicting eh?
i like it because it's much more fu then secondary school,
and i dont like it is because i feel lonely..
i just had this feeling..
i made lots of friends,
bt i feel that there is a gap..
and i dunnoe how to describe it..
it makes me dread everything that is revolving round me..
i'm a person that likes teamwork..
bt from my class,
i sense no teamwork or unity..
maybe its because the first week of school thus we cant tell??
i dont know..
i just think negatively..
thinking that i'm really weak and all these,
cant even catch up in class..
and,
i do feel that i take things for granted..
i've got great friends,family members and chou chou with me..
yet,
i neglect them..
i neglect cliques for my work,throwing temper at home when i met troubles,and ignore chou chou..
well,
i'm selfish..
cause i never put myself in other people's shoe..
i've never put myself in clique's shoe..
others also got work,
yet y am i the only one that do nt have time to meet up while others can?
i've never put myself in my family's shoe..
y i get agitated easily whenever i'm home..
throwing my tempers around..
they also got work..
they also have bad times at work and never show it.
y must i show it?
did they cause the trouble that deserve this kind of attitude from me?
never.
right now,
i'm feeling so lost..
no words can describe how i feel..
i dont know what i want..
i dont know how i feel...
i just wanna escape from everything..
bt,
that's nt the solution cause i still need to face it someday..
feels that i'm still immature as i cant control my temper well..
i will try my best to overcome it one by one,
step by step..
those things are just the starting instead of the end of the world...
i dont even know what i'm writing..
all i can say is..
give me a break!

2009-04-21T20:07:00.002+08:00

hey yoz people!
today is the 2nd day of school!
well,
school's quite okay and i find it interesting..
except that i'm hurt while doing things in the workshop..
the workshop is so dnt..
i going to buck up!!
><
ohya..
today had maths and practical..
maths was fine..
practical starts two weeks later..
den that 2 hr lesson was cut to half or less than half an hr..
den it was free time..
den my after lunch de lesson ends at 3 instead of 5..
cause today is only first week of school..
den they never teach..
just go through thats safety things in lab..
1st day of school also quite ok...
gt maths..
then eltech..
then mechanic mat..
was late for first lesson..
>.<
then school end earlier too..
then i gey khiang..
cause i going clementi..
den i see bus 74 come..
see gt clementi then board the bus..
then i went all the way to holland village...
then i rch the interchange i still dont know..
me:uncle,this last stop arh?
bus driver:ya(give me that look)
me:*shock look* ohmy..
b.d:where u want to go?
me:clementi eh..
b.d:i see,this bus never go clementi.u walk straight.cross the road and take 185.
me:ok!thanks!*happy*
hahahhaas..
den met up with chou and go makan den go hm..
hehhes...
shall go study le..
byez!

2009-04-19T22:04:00.002+08:00

hey yoz people!~
tml is the start of school!!~~
and and,
i'm so excited that i cant seems to get to sleep!!
ohmy!!
my lessons are all on the hill!!~
damn..
need to walk up so many of the slopes!
think i can slim dwn le lor..
nowadyas weather are soo hot!!!
aiyo..
den dunno what to wear tml sia..
excited!!~~
eveeryday schools ends at 4 except on mon...
tamade...
><
ohya...
tml is an important day!!~~~
the monthly event has come..
hohohoohoohoh..
bet only me and chou chou will understand..
hor chou chou?
hehehs

2009-04-18T07:51:00.002+08:00

ehhehes!!
yoz people!!~~
jeremiah and liufan are soso wrong!!
i intend to blog everyday de!!!
bt after i finish my work it will be 6 plus,
so its my sister's time..
they are always home,hardly go out..
so i cant use it!!
but but,
i'm able to blog often le!=pp
cause my laptop is here!!
ohya..
lots of things happen from the beginning of april till now...
TSMB got a bronze for their syf!
went dwn to watch..
sadly to say..
i din expect them to get bronze..
my imprission of st hilda's band is quite good..
they play beautifully...
there is another band,
which i cant remember that school name..
played badly and get a silver..
damn omg lo..=.=
xinmin clinched a gold with honour!!
damn wow!!
first time see people get gold with honour!
den fairfield got a gold..soso good!!
i rememebr after band go haw par villa with weixing and carin..
den heed off to jueying hse while they lepak at west coeast plazza..
i nearly lose my job this april..
bt everything is fine and i'm also continueing even after poly starts!!
cheerios!!~
work routine is work,lunch,work,milo and work..
=pppp
people there are intersting..
like it!
sadly,
will be moving dwnstair when school starts..:(
but its okay..=p
had a tiff with chou chou few days ago..
and now we are back to normal...
maybe i'm having pms so i get fed up easily..=ppp
yesterday meet up with chou chou after work and we went to eat..
nice nice!!~
got to stop here le,need work again...==
bye!~
tags will be replies when free!=p

2009-03-24T00:26:00.005+08:00

yoz people!~
updating my blog again!~
hohohohoohho..
sure miss me like siao like that rite??
=ppp

yoz!~
i've quit my job at billy bombers!!~
and nw i'm starting my work at CISCO!
but i find it more tiring,
as i need to finish the whole carton of data entry before the end of the month!
jiayou le jiahui!~

2009-01-19T01:26:00.002+08:00

yoz people!~
i found a job at billy bombers!
was there for two weeks le..
thats y no time to blog mah..
learn the cashier thingy and tend the bar awhile!
super scary seh,
and also stress..
but i learnt how to take order and cashier le..
will learn how to make drinks de!~
den naimah walk pass me yeterday and gt one balloon from her.
den meijun come find me after work as she also working in jp.
den i treat her drink soup.
soup of the day is cream of mushroom!
yum yum!!~~
hahahs..
den she drank 3 bowls of it and we went to seat in the cushion seat!
den we went home together..
well..
my colleague has more experience than me..
and i find them quite fake..
i dont know y bt i keep feeling that they are acting to be kind all these..
espicially those who are working at jp2..
except for some,
which are jiajun,kharmal,sharon,helen,pei zhen,susan and evelyn.
sadly,helen is quitting soon..
tsktsk.
i still prefer the old oulet compared to the new outlet..
n i find my work stressful and tiring..
we have to stand for hours and the closing is so damn tiring..
i always get either the mopping or vaccumming..
stressful as i have to learn a lot of things to get my foundation..
so that when i go to jp2 when the old oulet close dwn,
i wont lose out..
bt nw,
i still have problem dealing with just lemonade...
they provide lunch cum dinner..
bt when the food runs out,
u can ask the kitchen to cook any dish u like..
den yesterday i'm so lucky..
i got to eat ice cream and brownie..
hehehehs..=ppp

2009-01-11T01:47:00.002+08:00

yoz people!~~
finally gt time to blog!~
hmmm..
i started working at billy bombers on wed..
><><><><
den went to band room lo..
hahahahahahhhaas....
den i saw shawn tok there..
den had a try on archery!
plain coolness and shiokness!
wanna try that again!!
ohya..
forgot to mention!
we are going to be ally with creative percaussion!!~~
cheers people!~
:-)
we are going to have a merge camp..
hmmmm..
must give the camp another name instead of band camp..
hohohoohoohohoh..
this sld be fun!~
oo..
den went to have lunch with pj,char and mr sia.
his class ar,4e4 arh,
is soo good!!
so initiative and untied!!
must be fun in that class!~
hehehhes..=ppp
going concert later..
den taking result tml..
den its time for work again..
i think i love my work more and more each day,provoided that i need nt do the closing!~
and lastly,
my colleagues rawks!
oh ya,
thank you tan jue ying!~
=ppp
sometime wonder what is wrong sio,
even know that there is a trap,
i still fall in..
wonder how stupid can i get..
and the prob is..
i cant wake up to face the reality..
i think i'm just a stupid morom who keeps getting herself hurt by jumping into the trap willingly..
one word to decribe..
pure stupidness~

2008-12-31T23:10:00.005+08:00

hhes..
hello my blog!~
hmmm..
it's filled with cobwebs everywhere!!~
ahhas...
i know its lame..
ahhas.
=ppp
well..
today is new years eve...
so shall write my last post..
less than one hr before midnight..
hmmmm...
a lot of things happen 8the past one year!~
lets start with the class 4e3..
hmmm..
everybody from 3e3'07 graduate to 4e3'08..
in this one eyar..
our class stand united..
well..
maybe nt for some..
but it is united to me..
i0 still remember how we detest that sia.
then the first remedial lesson,
we plan a prank..
and that andy screw it..
but..
in the end,
everyone is happy!
=ppp
i still remember dropping biology..
and i always sleep or do math homework in bio lessons.
the upper half of the year i seat beside jueying during maths lesson..
bt den i change my plass ankd seat beside shahirah!
and we talk about alot of things..=ppp
den i still remember our first class outing..
the cycling part is great!~
the movie is great too,
especially with soo many clasmates.=p
hmm..
also..
my first session on tonning is also on class outing..=pp
and we went meijun hse and sleep..=ppp
band!~
all 4 years we went through alot..
especially when misunderstandings arouse...
i swear that misunderstandings are killer..
bt somehow..
we are still quite okay with each other..
=ppppp
and and i always quarrel with my sl..
hahahas..
bt nt my fault..
only sometime i attitude him nia
he attitude me more..
but he is still the best sl!
=ppp

u two arh!must remember to go back band together!~=pp

nw is for my beloved clique!
i love you al!~~
hohoohohoohoh...
well..
clique is a nice name!~
=ppp
we shall always stat together okay?
this year is quite a happening year for us..
we went through thick and thins together!
we are always there for each other!
we rawks eh?=pp
i wish we stay like this forever..
thanks you everyone from clique..
although i cant countdwn with you guys,
bt still..
HAPPY NEW YEAR!~=ppp
my soul is there lah even when my body nt there..=ppp

beloved clique!~
=pppp
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HAPPY NEW YEAR!!~=pp

2008-12-10T02:19:00.002+08:00

haiya..
i sld be out with the slacker grp nw de..
but something crop up,
and ruin my plan..
doesnt want to elaborate on it..
damn it..
i think i've spoiled my sis mp3..
i was recording songs halfway when it jam
and i just cant off it..
ohwell..
scoldings tml..
wonder y i so suay today..
hmmmmmmmmm
it has been jam for 1 hr le..
tsktsk..
wonder if it can be fixed mah??
but then..
the problem now is that i cant off it..
deep shit nw!!~
how how??????
aiyo..
finally recoed one song liao..
but then it jam..
piang eh.
super suay..
i still have many soings haven recoed yet lo..
piangz..

2008-12-07T22:13:00.002+08:00

hmmmmmm...
there is something wrong with my phone eh..
hmmm...
wonder what's wrong??
cant receieve jian ee's and meijun's message..
ahhaas..
so people,
if i dun reply ur msg,
it doesnt mean i want to dao u..
it's just that i never receieved it.
and both jian ee and meijun are sony's users..
so maybe i've prob with sony users?
ahahas..
i dont know...
hohohohohohoohohohohooh...
today went jian ee's hsewarming..
ahhas..
ayfter t7hat wwent pool and come back home..
dekn play audi with jere..
den going to sleep liao..
badminton tml!~
ahhaas..
hmmmmmm..
still wondering what is wrong with my phone..
:((((((((((((((((

2008-12-01T22:11:00.002+08:00

yoz people!!~~
sat was fun!!~
hmmmm..
meet up with sandy lee frst cause sandy tan was late..
den there was adeline..
den we head to harbourfront..
we were considered early..
ahhahas..
first we get into our tribes..
den we were seperated into different groups..
ahhas..
den we play ice-breaker game and so on..
ahahas..
after all it was fun!!~~
met a lot of new people from other tribes..
hahaas..
the most memorable game is the "water" game..
need to use any part of our body to fill a bottle of 1.5 litres of water..
de guys dunwant take off shirt..
so bo bian..
must use mouth..
and it's damn gross..
and i mean gross..
eewww..
hahhaas.
anyway..
also din win..
so like that lo..
hahhahas..
after the activites end,
went to the sea with sandy..
den "swim"..
hahahahas.
cause i dint know how to swim..
den play bb with yuhua guys..
den adeline and sandy join..
hhahahaas..
after that go bathe..
idiot..
no water...
so we just wash our hair and head off to vivo..
met up with other red campers and had our dinner and watch fireworks..
denk slack awhile and went home..
woke up early the next day to meet clique..
den we went to ecp..
picnic first before cycling..
hahhahas..
and and..
jere dont know how to cycle and he never say anything..
=.=
den we cycle till quite far lah.
den since shuhan wants to go back..
we go back with her but with me leading..=p
den it started to pour nt long after jessica arrived.
den we cycle back to bicycle shop..
in fact,
all of us were drenched..
plain shiokness!~
den i0 suggest we go cycle in the rain..
hahaas..
but when we decied to cycle,
the rain died dwn..
ahhaas..
den we did formation with our bike..
soo fun fun!!~~
agfter t7hat bathe and everyting and went suntec before going home.
today went for attachment...
simply tiring!!~~
shall blog tml as my stupid sisters were bugging me!!~~
=pppppppppppppppppp

2008-11-29T00:06:00.002+08:00

..........
has been coughing like mad sia..
sore throat is abit better..
=ppp
haix..
i'm so excited!!~~
tml is outing..
and no tanglinian is going..
hahas..
nvm..
lucky gt sandy they all..
=ppp
i think i very hyper!!!~~
hahahahhas....
i'm looking forward to it!~~
i wanna watch hai jian qi hao,ai qing shi ba ke,twilight and harry potter!!~~
i wanna read eclipse!!~~
can any kind souls lend me??
hmmmmmmmmmmm
that book was awesome..
but the movie is boring.
cause lots of part is cut out..
soo..
not up to expectation..
hahahahhas..

2008-11-28T15:39:00.000+08:00

ahhas..blog hop and found another story!~
enjoy!~

故事环绕着这一对很恩爱的情侣。那男生很疼爱那女生，每次有任何事发生都会让那女生。

有一天那女生问了那男生一个问题：“你有多爱我？”

那男生没回答，只是看着那女生，然后微笑着。那女生始终不满意那个回答，于是又问了问那男生同样的问题。那男生还是没回答，只是轻轻的抚摸着那女生的头发。

那女生决定不再问了，但是那问题不停的困扰着那女生。

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“你要得到那问题的答案吗？”

“你是谁？”

“我可以让你的男朋友给你一个明确的答案。你要吗？”

“要！”

“不过你必须答应我的条件。”

“好！我什么都答应！”

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当那女孩醒来时，她觉得自己轻飘飘的。看了看自己，才发现自己已变成了空气。那女孩很高兴，翻了个跟斗，到了她男朋友的家。她来到了那男生房间的窗外，看见那男生还在睡觉。她悄悄地进了他的房间，来到那男生的床边轻轻的在他额头吻了一下。

过了几分钟那男生睡醒了。他毫不犹豫的拿起了手机，拨了那女生的号码。

“您博打的号码无法接通，请稍后再拨”

那男生觉得有点奇怪，但是并不知道那女生不见了。那女生见到这一幕，她笑了。那男生转身拿起了校服，换上了校服，就下楼去了。那女生依然跟在他身后。

到了学校，他仍然没见到她的踪影，以为是她病了，所以没多问。

过了三天，他没见到她，他开始担心了。心里有着焦虑和不安，不知道她发生了什么事，手机没开，学校不上。他到她每天会去的地方找她，可是都没有她的消息。

过了一个星期，他的胡须都慢慢的长出来了，但是担心她的安危的他根本没时间理他的胡须。当他上完了那天的课后，他一人在教室里，忍不住地放声大哭了起来。那女生当时也在教室里;这整个星期，她都陪着他到处奔波。当她见到他那难过的样子时，她才发现那是她第一次见到他哭的样子，才知道她在他的心里的地位，心里也不由得地痛了起来。

她于是请求上帝把她变回人，但是回她的一句话是：“那个唯一的条件就是，当我把你变成空气时，你就不能再变回人了。”

听了这句话，那女生难过的抱着那男生，放声地哭了。那男生感觉到那女生的存在，但是看不见那女生。那女生随着空气的璇环，这样地人间蒸发了；再也回不到那男生的身边。

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这故事教导我们要珍惜眼前人，不要因自己一时的固执而错过了往后的美好。